I feel their presence

I felt so lonely and that is probably the reason I divided myself in two. I needed company so desperately. But now I do not know any more which one is me, which one is the original and which one is the copy. She...the other one, is laughing while I am crying, and when she cries, it is my turn to laugh. It is confusing. But at least we have something to do. I know that They are watching us. I never saw them, but I feel their presence. I do not know them, but they know everything about me. About us.
Ksenija Spanec