" I've been there for an eternity now, at least it seems to me like an eternity, watching the unexpected view behind the curtain. A window. It is closed. Nothing is happening. If I could only put my hand out, to feel the breeze...but I do not move...I remember now, I've been in this situation before. Prepared to go out, wanted desperately to go out, but I stayed inside, unable to make a decision. So I am here again, desperately wanting to put my hand out, but I do not move."